YOU….

I confess I don’t love you anymore. I confess that I don’t have those feelings for you that I once had. I confess it’s your fault. And you want to know why? You kept me on this leash. This area in a relationship that most people only go through for a few weeks or maybe a month or so. But with you, you kept me on this for 6 months. I waited for your decision. Your decision if you were ready for a relationship with me or not. And guess what during the 4th month I fell out of love with you. And honestly the reason I gave you SO MUCH ROOM, the reason I gave you “the world” instead of space was because I was trying to show you what you were missing, plus what you made me feel like. I know that was wrong. But I don’t care. And to be honest the person you’ve become is not you. I know we all change and I’ll admit I have changed as well. But you are not you. You put make up on at the end of class in the last period of the day. You try your hardest to be pretty at all costs. Your so loud now. (I don’t mind) but where is my girl who didn’t give a fuck about what people thought of her? Who didn’t pay attention to the crowd. Where is she? because I lost her. You wonder why I don’t speak to you as much? well it’s because I think it’s your turn to start trying. Your turn to make an effort like I did. I can’t speak to you if your not willing to speak back. Your stuck in a corner with your NEW Friend.(I’m happy you found someone to be close with) Believe when I say you’ve become too much. You’ve become her. You’ve become somewhat of a copy in the making. Your like living her life in your own precarious world. I love you. But by no means do I think I’m better, I know i’m not perfect and if ever you read this none of it was meant to hurt you. But It was just me writing my thoughts.

24
May

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